not a figment

The day i stopped believing in god was probably around the starting months of grade 10. I remember having trouble getting to sleep and praying to god everynight to help me sleep so i could get to school on time and finish my coures, not once would i fall asleep on time and getting up at 6:30 kept getting harder and harder until i could no longer do it. He never helped so thats why i stopped believing, i never really thought about it but i started smoking weed, and with that my mind opened up, maybe god wasn’t supposed to be all that, he’s just some made up figure thats supposed to scare us into being in control, thats what religion is…. just a system of fucking control so our goverments can keep us blindly obeying a figure that says we are going to hell if we dont. It’s utter bullcrap and the amount of curruption throughout most relgions sickens me, this world is fucked and i dont want any part of it.

/end rant

posted : Monday, July 6th, 2009

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